maggie's musings

12.21.2025 (sun)

It’s funny how frantic we get around the age of 20. We wonder if we’ve lived our life to the fullest, if we’ve done enough with our life, and if we can earn enough money to get by. I know I’m currently going through that thought process. Honestly, this page is just a space for me to explore the world and observe people. I find people to be such fascinating creatures. I don’t speak from an academic perspective though, just of what I’ve seen so far. I know many of my friends are worried about their financials, as am I. We’re all young but the competition in the job market is harsh. I often stop and wonder if the decisions I’ve made are correct. But not all decisions can fall under the criteria of “right” and “wrong”. Just simply if it’s aligned with you or not (it’s not as simple as I’ve stated). Transversing through life means to take risks and perhaps complete a few dozen side quests. I suppose the moment we feel worried about our financials, taxes, and bills is the moment we are forced to accept that we have stepped into adulthood.

Adulthood.. To me, it means being fully responsible for every little thing I do. Though my parents have made money enough to sustain our family, I do not wish to spend solely their money. No child should want to rely on their parents’ earnings. I believe I’ve grown a lot over the years. Although yes, I do have many repetitive thoughts and bad habits that I wish to improve. That’s how it always is. You may improve day by day, but you’ll always find something you want to refine. This website is very basic right now but I just wanted to get something out to the universe so I could have substance. I’d rather start something and learn with it rather than all thought no action. I’m afraid the latter was the past me. Therefore I’ve decided to give myself a chance and just try. Anyways, that’ll be enough of an introduction to understand what my page is going to represent.

Nice to meet you, world. My name is Maggie.